JurnalGadis: Sepenggal surat dari Ibu KimKyuJong

Annyeong :) Tadi pas aku iseng-iseng bukak blog orang, secara nggak sengaja aku nemuin postingan yang isinya tentang 'surat dari ibu KimKyuJong'. Aku yang penasaran langsung ngebaca tulisan yang sudah di translate ke b.inggris itu.
Aku masih agak heran. Aku awalnya ngira kalau kehidupan Kyu Oppa itu bahagia. Ternyata nggak seperti yang aku bayangkan. Masa kecilnya hampir tidak tersentuhkan oleh kasih sayang. Uppss bukan BrokenHome tapi yaa. Jangan salah sangka dulu. Cuma, dia kurang kasih sayang dari orangtuanya yang sama-sama sibuk kerja. Ini dia sepenggal surat dari KimKyuJong, SS501.

Quote:

Jewel of my heart,
loving son Kyu Jong,

It feels like yesterday when you cried out so loud when you were born that your grandmother said, “Our grandson has such a powerful voice, he can be a singer in future~” and she was happy. When i see you already growing up and finding your right path, i am really proud and thankful.

You wrote on top of your desk “Your dream will come true if you have one. I am happy that i have a dream. If you keep the dream and you work hard, it will come true.”

When i see this, i felt happy but i also felt bad that i couldn’t help you to make your dream come true.

When you were little, mom and dad had to work at night and came back at morning. When you were only eight, when needed your mom’s warm hands.. You had to prepare dinner with the tiny hands of yours and take care of your young sister/brother.

My heart felt like tearing when i saw you woken up by nightmares.

My son Kyu Jong, I always think of you when it rains. I remember when you used to go outside with an umbrella to practice singing in the rain by yourself, for your dream.

Unknowingly, you made yours dreams bigger.

But i didn’t even send you to a piano lesson, I just forced you to study. Now I feel bad.

Last summer you went Seoul alone and when i saw that even you have to continue practicing and doing all the housework, you still have the passion for your dream. I was proud but felt bad at the same time. I couldn’t take care of you are young and even now because my work, but you have never let me down, you have chosen the right path.

You have a warm heart that able you to care for the others, you have the passion for your work. You worked hard to make everything perfect for your dream to come true.

I’m so proud of you when i see you making your dreams come true one by one without even showing that you are tired at such a young age.

Also, the loving sons i earn with my heart…
HyunJoong, YoungSaeng, JungMin, HyungJoon~
Don’t forget that you still have your parents and your fans supporting you. I hope that you all would work hard and be the best.

I love you~

Gimana? Agak mengharukan, kan? Aku kalo jadi Kyu Oppa pasti udah ngerengek-rengek minta di perhatiin. Tapi Kyu? Dia sama sekali nggak. Dia tetap sabar dan terus mencari jati dirinya sendiri. Haaahhh. Kagum kelas tinggi aku sama KyuOppa.
Semoga dia dengan orangtuanya bisa bersatu lagi. FIGHTING OPPA >.<